29 December
December 21,2007
“Happy Birthday Daddy, sorry that I decided not to go backhome for your bithday and christmas, I was so busy, I didn’t decided to be home for New year yet too… this is a hard time”
“I worried about you and your health and I know you got lot of stress over there, Why don’t you come back home? I miss you” said my dad
“I am fine, I will try to make it on New Year” I told my dad
“You don’t need to work this hard, we have a little appartment you can collect the rent and take a rest, If we live simple it would be enought, I will give you that”
“Thank you but it’s ok dad, I don’t need it yet, I am fine, keep it for yourself” I said
“I really want to give you so you don’t have to work”
December 28, 2007
”Hello Dad, I am home” I call my dad
“I am so happy you decided to come back” he said and shout to my mother that I was home
“I see you on the 30th for mom birthday ok!” I said
“Ok I miss you and see you”
“I love you dad”
“Me too”
December 29, 2008
Missed Call!
“Your dad is in comma”
“No will he be alright?”
“Just come”
At his dead body I cry, I didn’t see him, I try to figue out the last kiss that I kiss him, I blame myself for missing his birthday, I ready to lost every penny that I have just to buy back his birthday… All I can do is cry and wonder “Why it has happened”
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I maybe just like you. I think that I have to work hard to get rich so I can do everything I want…. The more money I get, the more I start want to work and expand more business and invest more, each day I was busy with phone, computer and meeting. I was in the hospital for losing my health. The money I find is spend on investment because I think I will get more and I can retired sooner.
That day never come and I was spending over 10 years… I never work on my dream I work on money and think that it will make my dream come true…. Becuase you can’t buy time and really know what going to happened tomorrow… I promise myself over his dead that each day I will make it simple and happy and do what ever make me happy…
I used to tell myself “I have a dream to work and get some money to travel around the world.”
But now I am going to change it to “I am going to travel around the world and I dream that during the trip I will be able to find the way to get some money or faith to continue it even I run out of money”
